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Jun. 27th, 2007 @ 02:03 am Where my life stands right now, a year later
              So…. I’m not sure who reads this still or if live journal is an accent journal that no one reads anymore but I have to vent about sometimes and I’m bored. I have a new job; I work at children’s hospital where I am a pharmacy tech. I love the people I work with; well most of them are great! But there are a select few that I really don’t like what so ever. This one girl and her name is Amy man oh man do we tear up the place, laughter galore. I also like just about every full time person there and all the students, I’m happy for one girl she got accepted to nursing school in the fall so she’s going to do things better and beyond this. Its great fun and all but I believe I still want to be a dentist I just don’t think that I could spend the rest of my life being a pharmacist. 1. I think its too boring of a career. I mean do that all your life day in and day out. 2. I’ve always wanted to be a doctor and being a dentist will satisfy that. Right now I’m working 40+ hours a week, which is a little more than what I usually do during the school year. I’m saving up 2,000+ during the summer so during the school year I won’t have to worry about my car payments. In my mind not having to pay my car for about 10 months is a freaking blessing, so hopefully I will be able to do so.

               School, lets see this coming up semester I will be a Sr. and will be graduating with a BA in the spring. And hopefully going into dental school. July 15 is when I have my big DCATS the test to see if I’m good enough to get into dental. I think I am I mean I’ve seen some of the people there and I know for a fact that I’m better than them in academics. If I don’t get accepted to dental school I did apply to graduate school which I’m not even worried about to tell you the truth. My grades are high, and have good recommendations. Well if my hopes and dreams do come true I will get into dental school and four years later I will graduating as a DDS aka doctor. The first one in my family in fact. That’s huge my cousins will hate me for it. So it’s all good.

                  With my family, my parents are doing very well. My dad has a new job that he really likes which is good for us because he doesn’t come home in a bad mood anymore. My mom is happy at her job. Every 3 weeks I go with her and get her nails done. You wouldn’t think this a big deal but to her doing that just raises her self image so much. It’s amazing how much happier someone can get with just a tiny little push. So she looks forward to that every 3 weeks or so. It makes her happy and it makes me happy. My sister Susie lets see she just graduated high school, and I just got her a job at Cvs where apparently she loves it and she is taking placement testing for college next week. She is well on her way to getting what she wants. I haven’t heard of any boy in her life as of yet, but I think I have an idea of whom she might be dating. I told my mom my little secret. Yes I did, but she didn’t take it seriously only a joke, or should I say she wouldn’t take me serious, she just thought I was joking and playing a practical joke on her. Which is fine in the end, I know now that nothing will ever happen with my little tiny secret. So doesn’t do me harm nor good, that’s the way I see it. On a lighter note my cousin Patti is with child. Yes she is pregnant and happy, and I’m happy for her. I hope she chooses me to be the godmother that would be so wonderful! She is due in January and I’m going to visit her then just for a weekend or so. She doesn’t know the sex of the baby yet but as soon as they can tell what it is she’s going to call me and tell me. Then I’m going to have to rush over to baby gap or some other baby store and by clothes and toys galore! In my family Spanish families first cousins become aunts and uncles when one of them has a baby thus making me an aunt in January. That’s exciting very exciting.

                        With my love life, all is “fine and dandy” as one might say. Or that’s the act him and I put on when people are around. He’s leaving for the navy in September leaving for quite a while, which of course I’m going to miss him dearly but in a way I think it’ll be good for us to spend some time apart. It’ll either break us or make our relationship stronger. I had the opportunity to be “happy and free” with some one else but I screwed it up, I actually cared about someone else and if they were about to kill themselves. Long story, don’t care much in going into it. But now that person is happy I hope. Well I hope that person is happy and not just putting up an act. That’s all I can really hope for and want. Aj he is a character, he loves me way too much. But at times he as do I get annoyed of each other. We fight just about every day of our lives. We haven’t been fighting recently because we haven’t gotten a chance to see each other. I haven’t seen him since Saturday night and yet we still manage to get into a feud about something or other. The only two nights we haven’t fought were last night and tonight. Crazy. It makes me sad that two people really don’t like each other, but have grown on each other so much that they can’t be apart. Or gown so much on each other that they made themselves love each other so much. It’s all happy and wonderful when we are together but apart…. It just makes me think. I’m really trying though; I’m trying to the point of no end. I try not to get into fights, and I try to treat him like I’m supposed to but sometimes I just can’t. I’ve told him this several times too, every time we squabble about something I calming say “never mind I don’t want to fight” then he says out with it, thus beginning of a new fight. In the middle of the whole thing I have to say I’m really trying not to fight but it’s impossible with you. Then sometimes I think that we’ve been together for way too long. A long relationship for two young people isn’t always good thing. Sometimes I feel that we are a married old couple. I do love him he is and will be my best friend in the entire world he knows every little detail about me and do I with him. Although I am going to miss him… hopefully in the end everything will work out like it supposed to. 

            well that is abou it for now. hopefull you've enjoyed this little update of my life and where i stand. until we meet again....

~Edith
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Sep. 25th, 2006 @ 08:06 am Nothing too good
Current Location: Carlow
Current Mood: tired and hungry
Current Sound: the printer printing
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Life can come at you fast. I mean one day you can be fine taking care of your family and the next day well you’re in so much pain you have to visit the hospital and they keep you there for 1 full week. That’s what happened to my mom this passed week, it was really hard on all of us, my dad and my sister. We just wanted her home. She’s family back home, and she is doing well. My mom has never been away from us more than 2 or 3 days tops so it was very hard to get things done, because my schedule consisted of waking up going to the hospital, going to school, coming back to the hospital, *depending if I had work* go to work, then sneak back into the hospital so I could say goodnight. Then just about 10 30ish at night head home, do some homework that needed to be sent via internet, sleep wake up and start all over again. That drained me. My dad and sister had a similar hospital / work / school schedule as well. But the point is that she is well and at home. YAY! And we welcomed her home with loving arms ready to take her role and take care of her.

I don’t think I’m truly happy right now in my life. I’m lying about a lot of things right now, to my self and to others. I really don’t feel like I should tell every one what I’m feeling right now, even though if I did it would take a big lift off my shoulders. But now isn’t the time to tell every one who cares for me what is really going on. My sister is applying to colleges all over America, my dad just started to work at a new company where is no longer just a “worker” he is some who has a lot of responsibility and has a very good possition, my mom just came out of the hospital. Aj now he is starting a new job, lots of pressure with school, and his new job. He is actually taking a work related flight out to D.C. on a business trip (he is excited about it).
I tried to tell Aj what was going on, but then he rejected the whole idea. Made me feel horrible about my self. But I understand that he is under a lot of pressure and in reality he and I do not need this stress right now. In any case if he would I agree on what I was telling him…then what? After that what would happen? I don’t know, nor do I think I want to know.
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Jan. 26th, 2006 @ 11:39 am my space
so i offically have a my space thing going on,
i have found so many of my old friends from texas on there
and also people from pittsburgh... (heather you need to get one)
they are nice,
any who mine is
www.myspace.com/edy_eel
any who until later

Edith
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Jan. 1st, 2006 @ 12:26 am 2006
happy new year!!!
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Dec. 31st, 2005 @ 09:17 pm tee hee cute pictures coming up
Current Mood: crazy
( comparing pets to johnny depp )
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Nov. 17th, 2005 @ 08:02 am Roman representation for Barney
Current Mood: mischievous
i think i posted this about 2 maybe close to 3 years ago, but i'll post it again just for old times sakes.

Roman representation for Barney
Given: Barney is a CUTE PURPLE DINOSAUR
Prove: Barney is Satanic

The Romans had no letter 'U' and used 'V' instead for printing, meaning
the Roman representation for Barney would be:

CVTE PVRPLE DINOSAVR

Extracting the Roman numerals, we have:
C V V L D I V

Decimal Equivalents are:
100 5 5 50 500 1 5

Adding those numbers produces: 666

666 is the number of the beast.

Therefore, Barney is Satan
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Nov. 10th, 2005 @ 11:38 am Nothing too good
Current Mood: okay

so this week has been so far one of the top worst weeks i've ever had. lets start out...

i go to the doctor she says i might have cancer..

go check it out that very same day i try to make an apointment with a specialist but all booked until jan 06 yes, january of two-thousand and six. but fine i managed to go on my insurance webpage and find a doctor with a cancelation the next day. the specialist says i do not have cancer. but i have to put this cream on it so i goes away, and wrap it tightly so it can heal properaly. also this day i found that i didnt have my wallet.

 my wallet.

i dont know where it is, and everything was in there.

  • school id
  • money
  • driver id
  • debit cards
  • credit cards
  • social s. card
  • now my wallet does not match my purse
  • and all those little cards you get for buying things at a store (points / coupons system)
  • oh yea and my little discount card from cvs.. grr. now i have to use aj's for everything

i've missed school for almost the whole week because of the doctor's apointments and me having panic attacks because i was thinking i was going to die.

aj and i got in a huge fight

. he came over and i basically told him to leave me the hell alone, needless to say he went away. big story in little words: aj came over ticked me off, i told him to go away, he went away, then came back the next day with flowers, and said he was sorry. and now we are ok      and one more thing. i didnt have enough money for the movie i've been waiting for it to come out., charlie and chocolate factory     :(   its ok i'll get it this weekend.

ok. good news tho

i found out that my insurance plan pays for b.c. via mail order, bad news is that i've been paying about 35 a month for it. sucks but rules at the same time.

but all in all bad week. good news came here and there, the only good news that came out of the whole ordeal was the point that i didnt have cancer. woo-whoo...

in other news aj and i went to see chicken little this past weekend, he took me to cheer me up a bit. it was cute. i like it, i also like the voice actors so good times where there too. i also saw SAW 2 i didnt like it, i dont know why, there was more suspence in the first one  in my opinon.

good news: i am the goddess of freaking decay! dont mess with me! >:|
What's your inner deity? by Eurudite
Name/Username
Godly NameNorashay
God/Goddess of:Decay
Weapon of Choice:Bow & Arrows
Area of Origin:Scotland
Animal Familiar:Lion
Weakness:If someone says your godly name backwards, you die
Guilty Pleasure:chocolate
Little Personality Quirk:You sometimes don't know when to stop
Eyes:Metallic Blue
Hair:blue with white tips
Special Features:Talons
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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Nov. 10th, 2005 @ 11:14 am Nothing too good
Current Mood: okay
Current Sound: key boards clicking
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Bold the ones that best apply to you.

1. You've never ended a sentence without the word "PSYCH!"
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air."
4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own.
6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom.
8. Two words: M.C. Hammer.
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock."
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars.
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales."
12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen.
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
16. You made your Mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side.
17. You played the game "MASH" (Mansion, Apartment, Shelter Shack, House).
18. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it.
19. L.A. Gear...
20. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten.
21. You remember reading Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing and all the Ramona books.
22. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF."
23. You wanted to be a Goonie.
24. You ever wore fluorescent clothing.
25. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off.
26. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
27. You took lunch pails to school.
28. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
29. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence.
30. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts.
31. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
32. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up. EEW! Their brother and sister!
33. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets.
34. You ever owned a pair of jelly shoes.
35. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?"
36. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up"
38. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip'n'Slide.
39. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
40. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald's.
41. You've gone through this list occasionally saying "totally awesome."
42. You remember Popples.
43. "Don't worry, be happy."
44. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights with high top Reeboks.
45. You wore socks scrunched down.
46. "Miss MARY MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK"
47. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players.
48. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies.
49. You know what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare”
51. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.
52. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
53. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool.
54. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell," the ORIGINAL class.
55. You know all the words to Bon Jovi

wow, i didnt relize how much of a dork i really am...

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Nov. 8th, 2005 @ 01:38 pm Nothing too good
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I DONT HAVE CANCER!!! YAY :D
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Nov. 4th, 2005 @ 02:36 pm my Doctors visit
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i made an apointment with the doctor yesturday for today because of this rash type of thing on my wrist, and to have my fiorict refilled. when i showed the dr berwick my wrist she said that i might be exsma Spelling? i told her it didnt itch, and i had tried hydrocordozone cream on it but nothing seemed to take care of it. she looked all over my arm for other sore/rashes and didnt find any, finally she came out and said it,

"i dont like how this looks"
i said "what do you mean?"
she said "well this looks like.. and dont take it as a final answer but this looks like it could be malignant"
me : "malignant...? donesnt that mean cancer?"
she said: "yes, but i want you to go see a dermatogist, there she can tell you for sure what it is, and run some test"
me: "ok...?"

when i think of cancer i think of my cousin who died of it when he was only 19 years old, same age as me.

i called the other doctor i'm suposed to go with, but got there answering machine i need to make an apointment with him asap.
i also called my mom at work, and told her the news she doesnt want to beleive it at all, so she wants to come with me to the dermatogist. i dont want my mom to worry but i had to tell her,
i dont know what to think, i dont know if i should cry, or if i should panic, or if i should even worry about it at all. dr berwick didnt know for sure she just wants me to go get it check out. now i'm nervous i want to know what i have then again i dont. i just know what i want or what i dont want.
knowege is power but right now, i dont know if i really want know at all
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Oct. 6th, 2005 @ 11:12 am Big News
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so, fall break is coming soon happy for that i need a break. i just need like two days wear i'm not working or not doing home work, that is why i'm working extra hard to get things done so i dont have to worry about anything while on my wonderful 4 day break.
my goals to get done before next friday are as follows...
~~~~* do all my homework problems by Sunday
~~~~* have my paper edited and turned in by Tuesday
~~~~* READ everything i have to READ by atleast Thrusday...
~~~~* go to a tutor for Organic Chem to figure out what i'm doing wrong
~~~~* make a schedule for next week.
~~~~* go to another apointment with some important people (get an outfit ready) on Thrusday morning.
~~~~* Study for my quizzes and test that are coming up next week...

and much more, but i dont want to list them all, just the most important.

big things have been happining with my life and aj's life.
so last saturday aj and i were at his house just hanging out, and playing on the computer or video games, somthing like that. Once AJ's mom came in i busted out my DDR and we started to play and make fun of each other a pretty fun 2 hours i must admit. then we had dinner which kathy (aj's mom) and brenda (kathy's friend) made for us. we had steak pretty good they kind of went all out, it was really nice. afterwards we went into the living room to sit down and watch ED WOOD (because i just bought it :) )
then she (kathy) asks us to put the movie on pause, so we did and turned down the volume. They turned to us and said they had some news they wanted to tell us. as soon as those words came out of her mouth, she stared to tear up, almost to the point that she couldnt help herself.
i asked her what this was about
she said:
"LIFE"
well by that time i though she was going to tell us that she had cancer, and only had a couple of months to live. but that wasnt the case at all...
she started to speak:
"there is going to be a few changes that this family is going to go through"
as she said that the turned to brenda held her hand and looked at us...
by that time i've gotten it, and i knew what she was going to say. she explained how she had fallen in love with her, and how they been "going out / dating" for almost 1/2 a year already. also kathy told us that she (brenda) was going to move in to the house probably this saturday. a shocker to both aj and i but some how i knew it was going to be a big day, and i knew that she was pointing to that direction. i was totaly fine with it, i understood what was going on, she had just fallen in love, you really cant control that. AJ was kind of stunded, needed a few moments of looking down to the floor, and said
"mom, as long as your happy i dont care... if Brenda makes you happy, well then i'm really happy for you
i'm just glad that you found some one to be with."
wit that Kathy's tears of timbidness, turned into tears of happiness...
there was a question and answer section right afterwards. but i'm cool with it, i'm really happy that after about 8 years of being alone that she had found some one to be with, and so is Aj.

Some how kathy knew that we would take it pretty good, or she knew that i would take it ok even if aj didnt. in worse case senrio she said..
"if non of my kids would acept me i knew you would (me ,edith ) then you would inlighten aj's mind, aj to robin, and robin to jeramy..."
but with us, she had no problem. now it was the other two that she had to worry about.

so that night came last night infact and she told them like she told us. robin was "ok" as in she wasnt ok but then an hour later she was ok. but jeramy, poor him.
he just sat there, and his eyes were started to tear up, not of happiness mind you. some how he just wanted to ignore the whole thing, go to the other room, and do his homwork.
"i'll be fine"
he said.
aj, and robin went in and comforted him, i'm pretty sure he'll be fine, its just the shock that my mother is gay, what am i going to tell my friends... (14 year old boys think like that)
shock...
i havent talked to any of them yet, but i'm wondering, how he is, pretty sure he still 0.o?? about the whoel thing.
either way, im really happy that she found some one, and some one who is nice.
Brenda is a nice person, we have to get to know her a little bit more, but from what i saw she is so nice and caring towards kathy.
she has taken good care after her, been there when no one else was, she's a god send to her,
and i hope everything goes like they plan.
i'm fine with it
aj is fine with it
robin is fine with it
jeramy... he still needs some time.

so thats one part of my life... now for something of an oh, i was there kind of story

so, sunday night aj, kath, brenda, and i went to terrors by the lake, at around 9 pm.
got in line, and went it, scared the shit our of me and kathy, it was kind of funny in a way.
but anywho, went back to his house watched my sunday night cartoons, and went home.
the next day, i found out that terrors by the light at burned down at 11 pm that very same night we went.
probably 1 hour just right after we left. kind of strange. unforutally it will not be opening again for this season. :( oh well, no one got hurt, and i at leat got to go.
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Sep. 29th, 2005 @ 10:57 am Nothing too good


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i found this old picture and i thought it would be funny to post, its 12 year of highschool, and there are funny



memories...

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Sep. 29th, 2005 @ 10:46 am Nothing too good


funny picture i found. funny but true...
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Sep. 27th, 2005 @ 01:30 pm Nothing too good
Current Mood: hungry
*sigh*
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Sep. 26th, 2005 @ 12:43 pm Nothing too good
You Are A: Kitten!

kitty catCute as can be, kittens are playful, mischevious, and ever-curious. Like you, kittens hate getting wet. Kittens are often loving, but are known to scratch or bite when annoyed. These adorable animals are the most popular pets in the United States--37% of American households have at least one cat. Whether it is your gentle purr or your disarming appearance, you make a wonderful kitten.

You were almost a: Pony or a Bear Cub
You are least like a: Groundhog or a ChipmunkWhat Cute Animal Are You?



yea i'm a cat... :)

any who.
i'm tired, i never have time, and i hate that.
juggling school, homework, work, aj, my mom, dad, and friends, it fustrating!
this semster i found that they give alot of homework. and i mean alot, and if you dont do the homework just once you get behind and i hate that, most of the times you can get away from not doing an assignment on time, and do it later, but now its you do it or you get a C on your next quiz.

its raining here, very miserable out, i do wish that instead of rain, we would get snow, i love the snow, and i cant hardly wait. i'd rather be in snow, frezzing cold, than being in a hot summber day
oops 10 mins until class i have to run
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Aug. 29th, 2005 @ 12:31 pm Nothing too good
so, i'm back at carlow, eck..

i'm so sad that summer has come to a end, yet again really glad to come back to school, 3 months, just about 3 months with out school, thats a long time for me. so in a way i am glad to be coming back and all.
i want to move out of my house, but not into dorms, maily because dorms suck ass... (personal expeirance) but i want to move in to an apartment with some friends 2 or 3 friends, all share the bills, that would be nice, but until i get my bills taken care of that will not happen this year. maybe next, lol
i also found out that i need a car here now that i have at job at cvs and all, its not going to be easy to get from my house to school then home then to work then home again. now that i'm going to maily work 5-9 shifts, and some times a weeked here and there 26 hours isnt really bad i'm just used to the 35-40 hours i normally get.
so the hunt for a car is on! i know i wont get one until a year or so, but still it wouldnt hurt just to look around right?
lol funny thing about school
last year i said i would help with freshmen moving in and all, but when it came to it i forgot, so i'm in deep trouble with Mike. lol he'll get over it some how.
books:
how i hate books, that i have to buy, my bill for books alone is going to be about $480 BUCKS! amazing how fast you loose that much money.
and i have to get them by today, because i have home work as it is so i have to read chapter after chapter on things.
grrrr... thats all i have to say about that. on the other hand i do like my histroy class.. good stuff... good stuff...
any who i have to get moving to my organic chem class... yesh...
ok, until i come back to update again.. ta-ta!


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Jun. 7th, 2005 @ 12:48 am Nothing too good
Current Mood: disappointed
lately i have feeling like have distroied one of the greatest friendships i've ever had, and i regret it completly.
some times i just feel like i want to turn back time and pretend that nothing ever happened, so we could still be talking to each other not having this feeling of...
weridness between us.

i know i cant take it back, but i would love to, every time i go on this journal i always look for her jounral just to see how she is doing, or if she updated.
pathic i know, but i still do it and to be honest i dont know why i do. insted of just being on here reading my other friends jounrals i have to look for her's first. i know she hasnt updated in a while, but i would just like to know how she is.
how her trip went, how her parents are... grandparents...? how her friends are.
just things like that but i guess she's smart enought not to say anything about it why would she.
it just gets to think that some things in life you can never take back.

in other news, aj is really getting to me. just...
its hard to explain, he doesnt do the things i ask him to do,
i mean he's out of a job, so he wont find another one but he is "so called" trying to find another job so he says. its been about 2 months since he's had a one and i'm getting fed up with it, every day he stays home and does house work....
but never goes out and looks its not that hard to find one i know, but he doesnt...
that just gets on my nerves,
and every thing i ask him to do he doesnt do, he finally does it when i tell him in tears, then he gets up and does it. and wen we are watching tv and talking, TALKING to each other, w
hen i speak he just falls asleep on me, what a freaking butt hole! i love him do not get me wrong but i honestly can that i'm just getting to that point. it just pisses me off >.<
if he's not willing to change in some way then i'm sorry but i cant be with him anymore. grrr...
that just really gets to me. i know its not hard to find a job, i've found one. oh well... speaking of my job,
its ok being a pharm tech isnt really all that bad, i get experiance in doing it.
its just those days where its super busy and you cant do anything about it, oh and those days where you just get people who are nagging, and nagging about everything, i hate that part of my day, but oh a lighter side, i do love the people i'm working with,
i have made two really good friends there, Ly, and Jess. its funny cause we get things done and fast, faster than any shift... lol. they crack me up.

i just fixed my computer last night, it had a crap load of viruses, and spyware. but i distroyed those suckers with an aniti spyware, and aniti viruse program i have. so ha on them!
now it is running much faster, i love it!lol
oh yea i do have to go to the dentist on wes. hopefully i do not have any cavities yikes. i hate the drill i've only had it once in my life and i hated it with a passion! and on tues on next week i'm going to my normal doctor, she needs to fill out some paper work from school and i want to asker her about allergies.
but other than that ok.
you know for not being in school i do have alot of drama going on in my life, with missing people, aj being an ass, and work with my friends. i think its rather funny that i have so much going on in my life, yet so little...

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May. 21st, 2005 @ 10:24 am Nothing too good

Long survey...DO IT IF YOU'RE BORED!!!

Created by anglfrmurngtmare and taken 94 times on bzoink!

Just the basics...
Name?Edith
Age?19
Todays date?the 21st of May
Birthday?the 15th of Feb.
Hometown?San Antonio / Pittsburgh
Hair Color?light brown
If you're a blonde, are you stupid???N/A
Eye Color?brown
What's one feature you love about yourself?right now my nails
Any brothers or sisters?one sibling
Choose...
Black or White?depends
Half empty or half full?depends
Bush or Kerry?kerry
Roses or Chocolates?Roses
Hilary or Lindsay?Hilary
Paris or Nicole?Nicole
Orlando or Johnny Depp?Depp...( Charile and the choclate factory on the 15th of July!!!)
Emo or goth?Emo
Head ache or stomach ache?head ache
Holding hands or cuddling?depends
Movies or TV?Movies
Movies alone with your gf/bf or with a group of friends?Alone with Aj
More guy or girl friends?Guy
MTV or Nickelodeon?Nickelodeon
Smile with teeth showing or mouth closed?Depends
(Would you rather have) Smelly feet or smelly breath?honesntly neither... but... smelly feet
Just answer these...
Do you believe in love at first sight?No
Do you believe in God?N/A
Have you ever been in love?yes
3 Words to describe your Ex:gothic, weird, funny
What is the worst band/singer EVER?not too sure
Do you believe in Santa?of course!
Your worst fear?being alone, or! closetiphobia spelling?
Are you afraid of plastic wrap surrounding your head and suffocating you?no, but thats from with out a paddle
One song title that describes you:not too sure
3 words to describe your current bf/gf:lovey, funny, great
What corny 90's singer/band are you secretly "into"?backstreet boys! tehe
Random Faves...
Bed time story?never had one
Song?seasons in the sun
Band/singer?...
Movie?nightmare before christmas
Sport?n/a
Food?n/a
Friend?lupie!
Color?red
Store?cvs... lol j/k
Item of clothing?my brown jacket
Class (if you have one :-D)?not this semister
Pen color (the ink)?pink
Candy?n/a
Game?n/a
Movie character?jack!
TV show?family guy
...more stoopid stuff...
Do you like Harry Potter?yes
If not, why? Huh? Huh? Huh? hehehe.
What was the last dream you can remember?lastnight
Are you single?no
If so, why?
If you're not single, who are you dating?Aj
Are you planning on breaking up with them any time soon?no
What are you wearing right now?jeans shirt
What song are you listening to?sherk?
What color underwear are you wearing?yellow
Describe your perfect date.a perfect date would be perfect
What's a bad habit of yours?used to bite my nails
What's the most embarassing that could happen to you at school?n/a
Have you ever made someone cry?yes
If so, do you regret it?yes
How often do you tell your parents you love them?once a blue moon
If you could meet anyone, who would it be?tim burton / johnny depp
Do you currently have a crush on someone?i think
If so, what's his/her name? (don't be shy)Aj
If you could kill someone without getting in trouble who would it be?killing isnt good
Do you think others think you're good looking?no
Do you wanna get married? Kids?married yes... kids... no
Are you made that you took time to take this survey???are you made? i dont get it

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May. 8th, 2005 @ 06:30 pm Nothing too good
http://i.euniverse.com/funpages/cms_content/6489/a-maze-ing_new_cursor3.swf

its a puzzle its cute... tricky but cute...
any who happy mothers day to all those mum's out there... eh ehm... steph...
and who ever else is one and i dont know about...
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Apr. 28th, 2005 @ 10:36 am Nothing too good
A - Age you got your first kiss: 14? maybe
B - Band listening to right now: the birds chriping
C - Crush: aj?
D - Dad's name: David
E - Easiest person to talk to: aj
F - Favorite ice cream: MANGO! i got some yesturday its to die for!
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Gummy worms
H - Hometown: um... san antonio/pittsburgh
I - Instruments: clarinet, sax, bas clarinent, paino, and bass guitar.
J - Junior High: Whitter Middle School
K - Kids: NEVER! hahahahaha
L - Longest car ride ever: from pittsburgh pa. to monterey mx.
M - Mom's name: Maria
N - Nicknames: Edy, and 'E'
O - One wish: to be done with school, and be happy in life
P - Phobia[s]: clostophobia. (sp?)
Q - Quote: "..."
R - Reason to smile: why isnt there a reason to smile?
S - Song you sang last: if you happy and you know it clap your hands....
T - Time you woke up today: 9:00am
U - Unknown fact about me: i am a god!
V - Vegetable you hate: the ecky one
W - Worst habit(s): cracking my fingers and neck
X - X-rays you've had: yes, my ankle,
Y - Yummy food: chinnese!!!
Z - Zodiac sign: aquarius


enough of that...
so aj's uncle past away last week, it was very moving. the fueneral was ok, until we got to the end where every one started to speak about him, that was touching, it made me cry.
i mean i did know the man, he was nice and funny. he know how to make you laugh in a threating way... if that makes any sence. but now he is in a better place of life... and not suffering in stupid hospital. i really dont like hospitals..
on a brighter side we did get a new pup. he's name is Max. he's cute. but bites alot, i'm thinking its because he's teathing. the cat likes him so thats all the matter. they play around its acutuly every fun to watch them go at it. um... i'm almost done with school, then i have 3 or 4 months of free time, to work every day!, until i have to go to school again.
i dont know if you guys know or not but now i work at cvs by my house, in the pharm. its fun there time passes so fast, and the people there are so nice, we joke around about everything. i like there
but then......... there are times where i just want to walk out, cause the pt. just get to you. oh well... you win some you lose some. que seda, seda. i made rice crispy's last night. they are good, i think going to go to get some now, and with that off i go to the kicten to the crispy's!!!

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